AUTHOR: Beth TITLE: DATE: 12/24/2004 02:20:00 PM ----- BODY:
suddenly, when i wake up, lungs rasping from yesterday's entire pack while the rain hammered, with friends laughing in the car like old times right? there are six donuts. today, this morning or afternoon there are just six and there is no more cheese but moldy swiss suddenly, there is no toilet paper whatsoever, suddenly i have not bought enough of anything, suddenly it is christmas eve and who knows what time it is suddenly i am not prepared suddenly i am the missing little one child with a construction paper heart suddenly there is no more milk the clementines are growing mold i've run out of shampoo mid-shower suddenly i'm standing sloppy in my underwear and lunch is burning in the microwave